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in order to have shadows you need light. in order to see the bad, you need good. in order to know what good truly feels like, you need to go through dificult or hard or bad events. and vice-versa, in order to know what bad is, you have to know what bliss is. sadly, you cant have good without bad sneaking up on you. but then no matter how bad something is good is always around the courner.

in this prison, theres no chains, but i cant escape. its hurting me, but i love it. my world is the pain inside me. the lights are starting to go out. one last flicker of light, then its gone. i am almost gone to. fore, in darkness, you see nothing, you hear nothing, you hope nothing. you become nothing. you are one with the nothingness that surounds you. you feel the cold, starting to numb you as a whole. you try to hope, its hard but you try to hope that there will be a dawn, because there is almost always one. but when all this has past, i still will remain. it wont be today. i know that.

i wish i could go home. not my home now, but the home i used to have. the one that i felt invited to. the one that was happy, and cheery. not the one were there is a hole in the wall from angry fists. not the one in which i feel scared. but the one i LOVE! i want my old family back too!!! the ones that didnt yell at each other! and the ones who gave hugs every day!!! the ones that don't need to be alone when there going through a hard time, or when there mad. i don't want to be put to shame when i cry either! i wanna go home....